Almost Freedom

Jadi ceritanya gue udah bebas dari segala macam ujian. Gue sudah melewati masa-masa kampret pra-ujian-nasional.

Gue bebas, nyet.

Ya belom bebas-bebas banget sih. Tapi seenggaknya gue lebih bebas daripada lo-lo-lo-lo semua.

Dan itu artinya............................
Gue bisa ngedit HTML lagi.
Can you imagine.....I've been waiting to do it for so long.
Dan sekarang gue bisa melakukannya lagi.
Emejinx.


Karena sekarang hari sabtu dan gue selalu agak males gue mau ngasih lagu-lagu aja ya. Reccomended kok.

She had something to confess to 
But you don't have the time so 
Look the other way 
You will wait until it's over 
To reveal what you'd never shown her 
Too little much too late 

Too long trying to resist it 
You've just gone and missed it 
It's escaped your world 

Can you see that I am needing 
Begging for so much more 
Than you could ever give 
And I don't want you to adore me 
Don't want you to ignore me 
When it pleases you 
And I'll do it on my own 

I have played in every toilet 
But you still want to spoil it 
To prove I've made a big mistake 
Too long trying to resist it 
You've just gone and missed it 
It's escaped your world 

Can you see that I am needing 
Begging for so much more 
Than you could ever give 
And I don't want you to adore me 
Don't want you to ignore me 
When it pleases you 
And I'll do it on my own 
I'll do it on my own

I drink to remember, I smoke to forget
Some things to be proud of some stuff to regret
Run down some dark alleys in my own head
Something is changing, changing, changing

I go back to Clifton to see my old friends
The best people I could ever have met
Skin up a fat one, hide from the Feds
Something is changing, changing, changing

So I kiss goodbye to every little ounce of pain
Light a cigarette and wish the world away
I got out, I got out, I'm alive but I'm here to stay
So I hold two fingers up to yesterday
Light a cigarette and smoke it all away
I got out, I got out, I'm alive but I'm here to stay

He's down in the kitchen drinking White Lightning
He's with my momma, they're yelling and fighting
It's not the first time praying for silence
Something is changing, changing, changing

So I kiss goodbye to every little ounce of pain
Light a cigarette and wish the world away
I got out, I got out, I'm alive but I'm here to stay
So I hold two fingers up to yesterday
Light a cigarette and smoke it all away
I got out, I got out, I'm alive but I'm here to stay

There's a story for every corner of this place
Running so hard you got out but your knees got grazed
I'm an old dog but I learned some new tricks yeah

So I kiss goodbye to every little ounce of pain
Light a cigarette and wish the world away
I got out I got out I'm alive but I'm here to stay
So I hold two fingers up to yesterday
Light a cigarette and smoke it all away
I got out I got out I'm alive but I'm here to stay

Hey, hey it's fine
Hey, hey it's fine
Hey, hey it's fine
I left it behind

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird, I'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd, but don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed, but won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away, away from me
It's all right, you can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy, or anything

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
I'm only a man
Looking for a dream

I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it's not easy

Its not easy to be me

Staring blindly through bliss
Chasing after your restless heart
Mind was buzzing like it had a cut
Light got in quickly through the dark

Smoke is pouring from my window
And I’m reaching out my hand
Hoping someone’s at my fingertip
Like it’ll help me understand

That we both got the sun to follow
That we both got the sun to follow-ow-ow
Hold on, hold on
The stars are bound to change
Hold on, hold on
Wait for another day
Hold on, hold on
The future’s not that far away-ay

Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa
Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa
Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa
Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa

Yelling for the sun as the wild rises
Feeling like smoke, filling up your eyes
Swinging at a ghost, go and lock that door
Leave that wreckage, let it wash ashore

Go save yourself up, it’s a hell of a ride
Feel your heart beats in the middle of the night
Step back your mind into the wild, wild, wild, wild

That we both got the sun to follow
That we both got the sun to follow-ow-ow
Hold on, hold on
The stars are bound to change
Hold on, hold on
Wait for another day
Hold on, hold on
The future’s not that far away-ay

Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa
Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa
Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa
Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa

Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa
Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa
Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa
Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa

We are fighting to leave something for ourselves

Hold on, hold on
The stars are bound to change
Hold on, hold on
Wait for another day
Hold on, hold on
The future’s not that far away-ay

Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa
Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa
Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa
Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa

Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa
Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa
Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa
Oh whoa whoa, oh whoa whoa 

maaf.

Maaf.

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