Hello, sekarang gue udah semangat lagi nih buat ngeblog. Kali ini gue mau ngomongin ask.fm.
Apa itu ask.fm?
Ask.fm is an interest-based social Q&A website, launched on June 16, 2010. Users invite questions from other members of the site. The responses can be received anonymous.
Nah, ask.fm sekarang lagi ngehits "lagi" nih. Kenapa gue bilang lagi, soalnya situs itu udah ada sejak jaman dulu, engga jaman dulu juga sih. Terus gue udah punya ask.fm sejak lama, tapi baru rame sekarang-sekarang aja.
Ask.fm itu seru sihm tapi kadang ngebetein. Dan gue yakin skrg anak gaul udah pada punya ask.fm.
Ask.fm itu sangat berguna buat secret admirer, soalnya lo bisa ngepoin crush lo secaran anonim. Serius, I've done that so many times. Terus banyak juga yang bilang kalo misalnya ask.fm itu semaca formspring versi baru. Dan ga sedikit juga loh yang ngebanding-bandingin ask.fm sama formspring.
Kita lihat aja sampe kapan ask.fm bakal dipake sama anak gaul.
Okay, so this time I'm not a very religious about blogging. My blog hasn't been updated for month, which is something strange, because I always try to post anything. No matter how short or how long it is.
If there's a real time spider web on my blog, I think my blog would be a spider jungle (?) but seriously, it feels so strange. So now I'm here trying to post a thing that has no meaning.
God. I'm confused.
Basically I'm just gonna say 'HI WELCOME TO MY BLOG' 'HAPPY READING' and all the stuff like that.
Hello, hari ini hari apa gue gatau. Gue buta tanggal atau
hari.
Oke openingnya garing, kampret.
Serius nih.
Oke serius, gue hari ini mau ngomongin tentang friendzone. Apa
itu friendzone? Menurut kacamata gue (sailahh) friendzone adalah keadaan ketika
lo suka sama orang dan lo berharap akan terjadi sesuatu, lo berharap lo sama
dia bakal jadi ‘lebih dari sekedar teman’. Tapi ternyata, kenyataannya gak
sejalan sama kemauan lo. Lo cuma dianggap ‘teman biasa’ sama dia. Gak lebih,
men. Cuma teman. Yaelah, bro. Temen doang. Kampret.
Gimana rasanya di-friendzone-in? Rasanya itu sakit, nyesek. Rasanya
tuh sakidh beudhhhhh. Lo masih gapercaya sama yang gue bilang kalo rasanya
sakit. Silahkan coba sendiri.
Biasanya nih, biasanya ya, yang sering dituduh tukang
friendzone itu cewek. Gue masih bingung, kenapa harus cewek? Tumben banget kan
cewek disalah-salahin. Kan cewek itu selalu benar.
Biasanya cewek itu meng-friendzone-kan seseorang karena
tidak sengaja atau perasaan terlanjur nyaman bila bersama tetapi tidak ingin
ada sesuatu yang spesial. Biasanya sih karena itu. Tapi, maksudnya cewek
nge-friendzone-in cowok itu baik loh. Serius.
Bayangin aja, kalo lo nembak cewek, terus cewek itu nerima
lo. Lo bakal seneng, kan? Akhirnya lo punya pacar, akhirnya lo gak harus
main tangan akhirnya ada yang nemenin lo buat malem mingguan. Tapi, apakah
lo tau, di lubuk hati cewek itu, sebenernya dia gak suka sama lo. Nah. Akhirnya
dia nerima lo karena sebatas kasian.
Terus coba bandingin sama yang satu ini, lo nembak cewek,
terus ditolak dan dia bilang ‘kita jadi temen aja ya hehehe’ atau ‘duh,
kayaknya lebih enak kalo jadi temen deh’. Lo ditolak, men. Lo sedih, lo
kehilangan semangat hidup. Lo mulai suka ngeretweetin tweetnya dwitasari.
Sakit kan?
Sekarang bandingin lagi. Sakitan mana diterima tapi ceweknya
gasuka sama lo atau ditolak terang-terangan?
Kalo gue sih mendingan ditolak. Itu tuh....cewek itu gak
selamanya jahat kok..........(tapi tetep ya, cewek selalu benar).
I
tu tandanya cewek pengen ngelindungin hati lo. Cewek tidak
mau berdusta sama lo (aselole). Tapi, serius. Lebih mending di friendzone-in
daripada dibohongin.
Jadi gitu aja ya..........maap kalo tulisan gue agak ancur (kapan
gue nulis gak ancur?)
have you ever experienced something bad? i do.
it's being left all alone.
it's not painful, but it feels like a great anesthetic. you are numb.
you can't feel pain nor happiness.
you feel nothing.
you don't know whether you should cry or laugh.
it feels like you're between the sadness and the happiness.
it makes you feel sick.
it makes you feel stupid.
you are afraid of doing something.
afraid that you'll do something wrong.
afraid that you'll experiencing it again.
and you don't want it happen anymore.
because once, is more than enough for you.
Hawlo, setelah berbulan-bulan ngomongin tentang orang yang sama, I think...there will be changes.
Gue gak akan ngomongin tentang dia.
Tentang hujan, siapapun itu.
Hehe.
Gue enek sama hujan, gue mau matahari, gue butuh summer.
Can you imagine all those sexy bikinis?
Gue muak sama hujan.
Gue akan dan sudah siap meninggalkan semua kenangan dan rasa sakit tentang hujan.
Meskipun tadi sempet kepikiran.......
Tapi serius, I need to change. I need to move.
Udah gasuka sama rumah yang lama. Udah gak cocok lagi. Harus pindah. Harus mau.
Dan.... ada satu lagu yang menjelaskan seluruh isi pikiran gue tentang...siapapun lah dia itu. Gue belum bikin nama panggilan.
Here it is.
"I know, plenty of people with eyes closed, they don't see you like I do. Darling I do."
Jadi ceritanya gue udah bebas dari segala macam ujian. Gue sudah melewati masa-masa kampret pra-ujian-nasional.
Gue bebas, nyet.
Ya belom bebas-bebas banget sih. Tapi seenggaknya gue lebih bebas daripada lo-lo-lo-lo semua.
Dan itu artinya............................
Gue bisa ngedit HTML lagi.
Can you imagine.....I've been waiting to do it for so long.
Dan sekarang gue bisa melakukannya lagi.
Emejinx.
Karena sekarang hari sabtu dan gue selalu agak males gue mau ngasih lagu-lagu aja ya. Reccomended kok.
She had something to confess to But you don't have the time so Look the other way You will wait until it's over To reveal what you'd never shown her Too little much too late
Too long trying to resist it You've just gone and missed it It's escaped your world
Can you see that I am needing Begging for so much more Than you could ever give And I don't want you to adore me Don't want you to ignore me When it pleases you And I'll do it on my own
I have played in every toilet But you still want to spoil it To prove I've made a big mistake Too long trying to resist it You've just gone and missed it It's escaped your world
Can you see that I am needing Begging for so much more Than you could ever give And I don't want you to adore me Don't want you to ignore me When it pleases you And I'll do it on my own I'll do it on my own
I drink to remember, I smoke to forget Some things to be proud of some stuff to regret Run down some dark alleys in my own head Something is changing, changing, changing
I go back to Clifton to see my old friends The best people I could ever have met Skin up a fat one, hide from the Feds Something is changing, changing, changing
So I kiss goodbye to every little ounce of pain Light a cigarette and wish the world away I got out, I got out, I'm alive but I'm here to stay So I hold two fingers up to yesterday Light a cigarette and smoke it all away I got out, I got out, I'm alive but I'm here to stay
He's down in the kitchen drinking White Lightning He's with my momma, they're yelling and fighting It's not the first time praying for silence Something is changing, changing, changing
So I kiss goodbye to every little ounce of pain Light a cigarette and wish the world away I got out, I got out, I'm alive but I'm here to stay So I hold two fingers up to yesterday Light a cigarette and smoke it all away I got out, I got out, I'm alive but I'm here to stay
There's a story for every corner of this place Running so hard you got out but your knees got grazed I'm an old dog but I learned some new tricks yeah
So I kiss goodbye to every little ounce of pain Light a cigarette and wish the world away I got out I got out I'm alive but I'm here to stay So I hold two fingers up to yesterday Light a cigarette and smoke it all away I got out I got out I'm alive but I'm here to stay
Hey, hey it's fine Hey, hey it's fine Hey, hey it's fine I left it behind
I can't stand to fly I'm not that naive I'm just out to find The better part of me
I'm more than a bird, I'm more than a plane I'm more than some pretty face beside a train And it's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry Fall upon my knees Find a way to lie About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd, but don't be naive Even heroes have the right to bleed I may be disturbed, but won't you concede Even heroes have the right to dream It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away, away from me It's all right, you can all sleep sound tonight I'm not crazy, or anything
I can't stand to fly I'm not that naive Men weren't meant to ride With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet Digging for kryptonite on this one way street Only a man in a funny red sheet Looking for special things inside of me Inside of me Inside me Yeah, inside me Inside of me
I'm only a man In a funny red sheet I'm only a man Looking for a dream
I'm only a man In a funny red sheet And it's not easy
Its not easy to be me
Staring blindly through bliss Chasing after your restless heart Mind was buzzing like it had a cut Light got in quickly through the dark
Smoke is pouring from my window And I’m reaching out my hand Hoping someone’s at my fingertip Like it’ll help me understand
That we both got the sun to follow That we both got the sun to follow-ow-ow Hold on, hold on The stars are bound to change Hold on, hold on Wait for another day Hold on, hold on The future’s not that far away-ay
Yelling for the sun as the wild rises Feeling like smoke, filling up your eyes Swinging at a ghost, go and lock that door Leave that wreckage, let it wash ashore
Go save yourself up, it’s a hell of a ride Feel your heart beats in the middle of the night Step back your mind into the wild, wild, wild, wild
That we both got the sun to follow That we both got the sun to follow-ow-ow Hold on, hold on The stars are bound to change Hold on, hold on Wait for another day Hold on, hold on The future’s not that far away-ay
