Flashback

Hey, pernah gak flashback? Sering dong, apalagi kalo lo anak gawl yg sering ngetweet "plesbek cuysss" yah, anak sekarang gak make kata FLASHBACK tapi lebih memilih menggunakan kata plesbek. Kalian sering flashback gak? Kalo gue sih sering banget-banget-banget-banget. Kalian kalo flashback sampe nangis gak? Gue sih..... kadang ._.v Flashback itu bikin sakit, apalagi kalo inget tentang si dia yang sampe sekarang masih gue sayang, dari akhir tahun 2010 sampai tahun 2011 ini, gue masih sayang sama dia. Tapi kayaknya dia gatau. Ya gue sih cukup tau aja ya..... Flashback lagi, kalian kalo flashback yang paling sering terlintas di pikiran kalian itu siapa/kejadian apa? Kalo gue sih pasti si 'dia' dan kejadian, hm... mungkin kejadian waktu gue tau kalo gue bener-bener sayang sama dia, dan gue gakuat plus gamau kehilangan dia. Kalo bisa balik ke tahun 2010, gue bakal ceritain semua ke dia, gue bakal ngasih tau semua perasaan gue ke dia, jujur gue masih sering (banget) mikirin dia. I always think if I ever crossed his mind, iya gue mengakui kalo gue tuh bego banget kalo masih sayang sama dia sampe sekarang, haha, namanya juga udah sayang mau diapain lg? Susah deh, gue gabisa nemuin orang yang kaya dia, yg persis aja gak ada, gue sayang bgt sama dia, but once again, he doesn't remember me anymore. Kalo gue mau frontal nama dia juga gak guna, toh kalian semua juga udah pada tau kan itu siapa. Dan kalo pun si 'dia' baca, dia peduli? Gak tuh. Ya udah. Sakit? Iya, Capek? Iya, Pengen Move on? Can't answer this. Temen-temen gue bilang, "ngapain sih lo ngarepin dia lagi? Dia gabakal balik ke elo jas!" ya.. siapa juga yang bilang dia bakal balik kesini, siapa bilang? Gabakal. Siapa bilang dia bakal sayang gue lagi kaya dulu? Siapa yang bilang kaya gitu?? Gak ada kan. Yaudah. Coba aja ya lo baca, ini buat lo, gue masih sayang lo, gue gak minta buat jadi 'milik lo' gue cuman pengen lo tau, gue cuman pengen lo ngerti, seberapa sayang nya gue sama lo. Seberapa rindunya sama gue. In a pipe I'll fly to motherland. I'm high now, nearly drunk, or almost, because of your love. Gue pengen ketemu sama lo. Tapi, apa gue kuat buat gak nangis di depan lo? Liat lo tuh bawaan nya nyesek mulu, tp gue mau ketemu sama lo, gue kangen sama lo. This is the end of the post.


And I'm gonna dedicate a song for him


Birdy - Skinny Love

Come on skinny love, just last the year
Pour a little salt, we were never here
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

I tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right at the moment this order's tall

And I told you to be patient
And I told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind

And in the morning, I'll be with you
But it will be a different kind
'Cause I'll be holding all the tickets
And you'll be owning all the fines


Come on skinny love, what happened here?
Suckle on the hope in light brassiere
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Sullen load is full, so slow on the split

And I told you to be patient
And I told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind

And now all your love is wasted
Then who the hell was I?
'Cause now I'm breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?

Come on skinny love
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my